FA’s M.A Rant !

+Ai miss 0ur talks mi gurlies :((

I miss the liberty of speaking mi heart out to yu ppl without ever having to think how crazy yu gurls may think I am!

So here I put mi stream of consciousness across to yu !

*Wish we were sitting on our favourite Pond side bench right now.. :(

Hai dil ko teri aarzoo.. Par main tujhe na paa sakoon..

            I dedicate the above line to M.A (JNU)

Kayi khwaab the tujhko lekar sajaye.. M.A.. M.A.. M.A.. M.A..

I cry for you!

But kisi ne kaha hai k:

“Apney khwaab ko chase karo. Kab tak? Jab tak usey paa na lo. Agar chhod diya to wo khwaab nahi kuj aur hai..”

Now it’s a real test for me: Do I really crave for it so bad? Do I really want it so miserably so extremely, so truly as to call it a “khwaab”?

0nly time will tell.. if it stands the test of time.. then its more real than anything else. Then it indeed is a khwaab which, I believe, will be realized no matter what! For Allah is there to see that we get what we truly desire for and deserve. What we have to do is make ourselves deserving enough..

Follow the heart.. the rest of the world will follow!

And I know mi M.A is there in mi Corazon right now.. even mi brain is ‘touched’ .! :P

But I’d rather not have something I don’t deserve. O Allah! make me deserving enough for only then will my interior infrastructure be at peace!

*Ppl who know me, know that I l0ve to have a clever way with words. One of the reas0ns why I l0ve Literature!! :-* :D *

Whatever ! I l0ve what I d0! Take me as I am 0r leave it .. and regret :))

-Phir Milenge

/farhee3n